Welcome! I am a number crunching photographer who loves riding my bicycle really, really fast. I happen to live with Multiple Sclerosis and write about my experiences here on this blog. Thanks for stopping by!
I recently had the pleasure, no wait…make that honor, of working with one of the fab
crews over at HealthiNation, an online health video network. The team is
producing a bunch of video feature stories, including some about MSers, as part
of their “True Champions” series. The videos highlight folks advocating
awareness of specific health conditions.
A producer, camera operator and sound tech hung out with us
in sunny San Diego to shoot interviews, capture Team Luca riding and enjoying
life in our neighborhood. Essentially, the whole point of the matter was to
reflect that I am able to live a full life, one that is not defined by Multiple
Sclerosis.
What an amazing experience! First, the crew was incredible
and so very professional and mindful. My new pals were considerate of my
energy, comfort and time as we created the material, frequently checking in
with me to see if I needed water or just a break. And while I did wake up that
morning battling fatigue, I informed the crew that I was okay because, as I
shamelessly pointed out, “I’m on drugs. No, wait, as prescribed by my doctor.
For fatigue, it’s nothing to worry about...I’m just a little amped up”. Yes,
needless to say, I was pretty excited about participating in this project.
The day consisted of interviews and shots that highlighted
my diagnosis, life with MS and My MS Manifesto. I tried to give Dr. Julie some
serious cred here, as she is my inspiration, but found myself mispronouncing
her last name. Nonetheless, we talked about the list of things I hope to do
while living with MS, including laughing-laughing-laughing, jumping off the
Stratosphere, riding my bicycle and working to lift up the MS community.
Now, I don’t want to give too much away because the video
won’t be released until January but I will say it was a blast! At some point
the camera operator was hanging out of the car window, armed with his camera, shooting
Team Luca riding, yelling “Yeah! This is awesome!” So, stay tuned my friends.
Team Luca! Photo courtesy of HealthiNation
Oh, and the bonus? Even though I was battling fatigue all-day
and endured some pain my leg, I got the chance to ride my bike. Yet another
reminder that, when I ride, I am full of joy and bliss and forget that I am a
person living with MS, if even for a few moments. Best always,
A couple of weeks ago I did something I’ve always wanted
to do: I finally jumped off the Stratosphere in Las Vegas. Yep, you read that
right. I fell 855ft off the tallest observation tower in the world*.
Just moments before the big jump!
You might be wondering, “Why on earth would she do that?”
“Well, why not?” is my first reaction to this question but it goes deeper than
this. Now that I am in my 40s and live with Multiple Sclerosis, I want to be in
charge of my life and this includes doing stuff that I’ve always wanted to do.
Ultimately, it’s all about how I react to the diagnosis and trying really,
really hard not to let MS give the orders.
I know, I know. I realize that jumping off a very, very
tall building isn’t quite leading the charge of my MS life yet, for me, it is
an act of knocking down the disease a bit. I try to do everything in my power
to not let my diagnosis get in the way of doing the things I love and/or signing
up for some pretty fun adventures.
In response to the words I heard from my neuro in 2010,
“You have MS”, I created “My MS Manifesto”, my personal declaration to guide me
through my life with MS. The idea comes from Dr. Julie Stachowiak, PhD and her book, “Multiple
Sclerosis Manifesto: action to take, principles to live by”. I became wildly
inspired after reading this and I created my own manifesto, things I want to do
to get through this.
My MS Manifesto is a mixture of adventures, actions and hope.
It’s a work in progress, constantly evolving because I don’t always know where
life will lead. My journey with Multiple Sclerosis is not something I signed up
for but now that I’m on this road, I want to, as Dr. Julie writes, “…make the
hard parts easier and the good parts last longer.” This is how I will get
through my life with Multiple Sclerosis.
I will…
Laugh, laugh, laugh! It really is the best medicine
Listen to my body. It often tells me when to rest so I
should nap as often as needed
Ride my bicycle. In fact, now that I’ve done 15 miles and
30 miles in the annual Bike MS Bay to Bay event, I want to put more miles on my
bike. I will try 100 miles for Team Luca’s 3rd
annual ride
Ask for help when I need it. This is difficult because I
want to be independent yet sometimes having someone pitch in makes all the
difference in the world
Jump off the Stratosphere in Las
Vegas!
Move my body. No matter how moderately. Exercise is an
important element in being well with MS
Trek to Mt. Everest base camp. The only thing to decide?
Climb the north side or the south side?
Regularly visit my hilarious and extremely well trained
neurologist
Stay informed about the latest treatments. I will do this by
doing copious amounts of research and asking a lot of questions. Right now I am
very intimate with Tysabri (DMD) and Gabapentin for nerve pain. Essentially, I
want to take the reins in making health decisions.
Help lift up our MS community by continuing to share
stories and supporting my peeps, whether they are newly diagnosed or have been
living with MS for a while. This is important to me because I do not want
anyone living with this serious disease to feel alone. We’re all in this
together.
Keep a symptom journal. I’ll do this by jotting down my
symptoms in my document “Weird sensations that are bugging me right now”. While
I believe keeping track of my symptoms is critical, I am notorious for “getting
to it later.”
How about you? Do you have a manifesto? If not, don’t
delay ‘cause you never know what tomorrow brings. Think about what you want to do and should do to
get through life with MS and begin your manifesto. And, have you read Dr.
Julie’s book yet? If not, I urge you to do so, like today!
Take care,
Christie
*I haven't fact checked this stat but it certainly seemed like the tallest observation tower in the world!